Worship Series, Part 2

In chapel this morning I spoke on the vertical and horizontal components of corporate worship. At the end I asked the students to write/draw a prayer to God about the attitude of their hearts when they come together to worship. Some of our students responded in amazing ways.

“During this chapel I have been humbled because I’ve realized that I have just been thinking and not acting. I also have been focusing more on myself and what I want in worship rather than what God wants.”

“Dear Lord, My life has been messed for a long time now. Help me to always focus on you and others rather than myself. Help me to regain that relationship. Your sinful child,”

“God, I ask that through worship, I might be able to lift my friends and family up, and that they would be able to lift me up as well. I also pray that YOU will lift us all up, and reveal your plans to us and your love to us.”

“Dear Lord, I haven’t cared about worship for a long time. That needs to change.”

“Lord, Thank you for the time this morning. I know a lot of times worship is focused on me and what I want out of it...”

“My attitude towards worship-I’ve always loved chapel but I struggle with going to church because that’s not what I want. But there shouldn’t be an I there.”

“I need to slow down, even more than I’ve already attempted to, and start ENCOURAGING those around me. They NEED to have this awe, this love for God, and I don’t’ want to stand in the way of them getting that by being self-centered. I want to HELP them come to know His greatness. Lord-help me remember-it’s YOUR will. Not mine. Amen.”

Tea and Silence

I came to Bella Vita to iron out some things for the worship series while enjoying a great cup of tea.

Instead, I sat in silence with God, watching the beautiful rain and enjoying a cup of tea.

Perfect!

Attitude towards worship

I think one of our school’s big struggles right now is our attitude towards spiritual development. There seems to be some very unique views of what spiritual development should look like and it is evident on every level. Probably the greatest result of this issue has been our attitudes and approach to chapel. As I’ve planned this series I wanted to be intentional about making the week on corporate worship a time where we could step back and be honest about our attitudes it. Since this week is more of a family time I didn’t want to bring in a new face to speak, which means I’m the one speaking. Umm…

I’ve struggled to find the right way to approach the whole thing. Worship is such a dynamic act and there is so much I would love to share. After a lot of praying, writing, praying, rewriting, and more praying I think I’ve got something to run with.

When I gather to worship, what is the attitude of my heart? How does my attitude affect my worship and those around me? What should the attitude or my heart be when I enter a time of corporate worship?

These are some tough questions. I would love to hear your thoughts on this. Leave a comment or send me an e-mail. If you wouldn’t mind keeping this week in prayer that would be great. Thanks friends!

Worship Series, Part 1

At school today we kicked off a three-week worship series in chapel. I had a handful of students come up and tell me the really enjoyed chapel. One of my students even told me it was the best chapel we have had all year. We had some faculty members form a worship team and had a great time playing together. It was so nice to hear the students singing, clapping and WORSHIPPING!

Jeremiah did a great job setting the pace for the series and made me a bit more nervous about speaking next week. This week we talked about personal worship. Here are some highlights.

--We should want our worship to be our best.
--What is in our worship?
--Worship is about imitating Christ – Ephesians 5:1-2
--Worship is about maintaining purity – Ephesians 5:3-14
--Worship is about living as wise people so others can see Jesus – Ephesians 5:15-20
--Eric Christian’s definition of worship – Worship is acknowledging ALL that God is with ALL that we are.
--By singing songs together and to one another we are worshipping and sharing our faith in Christ.

After Jeremiah spoke we had the students spread out and spend sometime in worship reflecting on what their next step in their worship needed to be. Then we came back together and sang some more.

At first I was upset we couldn’t do this earlier in the year but I discovered today that really this was God’s timing. I pray that the rest of the series will continue to stretch our view of what worship is and help us recognize what steps we need to take to grow in our worship. Thanks for all of you who have been praying about this. Keep praying!

Crossroad Friendships

It clicked in my head today that some very important relationships in my life are at crossroads and I'm not responding in a very healthy way. It isn’t like there is a risk of losing any of these relationships. It is just that these friends, like myself, are at crossroads; no one really knows what the next step holds. Will the next step mean someone moves far away? Will it mean we get to spend even less time together? Will it mean we will see each other everyday? Will it mean we step into hard jobs or roles that may put a lot of stress on the relationship? Will it mean our friendship will be strengthened in ways we hadn't thought of before? It all is too uncertain for my liking.

In the past, my response has been to withdrawal and put up huge walls to protect myself. It is easier to say goodbye to friends that you are kind of close to rather than your closest friends. It is easier to spend less time together if you aren’t connected as tightly. It is easier to stop the pain from happening, or at least put if off, than preparing for it and living through it.

The problem is this response is very selfish. I “protect” myself at the cost of hurting these friends I care about. I push them away without giving any reason. I hurt them so I don’t have to deal with change. I leave them while they are trying to make tough decisions and work through the same changes.

I hate that I do this and I hate even more that I don’t realize I’m doing it. Even though it might mean tough goodbyes, rough transitions and hard adjustments later down the road, I’m going to try and be intentional about keeping the walls down. I figure it would be easier to walk through the change with friends you care about a lot than purposely force them to face the change alone.


God teach me how to be an unselfish friend. Teach me to show love in new ways even when I don’t know the next step. Help me trust you to guide my steps and my friends’ steps. Teach me to be more like you.